The Mirror of Ourselves
by Martin Amis
An excerpt from Time Magazine, SEPTEMBER
15, 1997 VOL. 150 NO. 11
The subtitle on CNN was suddenly saying Princess Diana dead. And for just an
hour or so, it felt like November 1963. "This will be a fixing moment in
your lives," I intoned to my two sons (I was thinking, naturally, about her
two sons). "You will always remember where you were and who you were with
when you heard this news." Princess Diana dead: it seemed brutally
inordinate. Because Diana had never been hard news, until then. Diana, in every
sense, had always been soft. For once I found myself longing for a euphemism:
passed away, perhaps, or succumbed.
A sense of proportion would soon return. Or at least it would in my house.
The true comparison, of course, is not with Kennedy but with Kennedy's wife.
(And consider the passive figure of Mr. Zapruder, his shutter innocently open on
the grassy knoll, as opposed to the figure of Mr. Rat, the paparazzo.) But in
the immediate aftermath, one experienced the pity and terror associated with a
major loss. You felt stunned from nowhere, as if something had veered in out of
your blind spot.
That fatal ride has the quality of nightmare. What was it like, being driven
by a vainglorious drunk at an insane velocity in an urban tunnel? With rising
claustrophobia, the passenger will sense that a driver's mind is
disorganized--that "control" is in the process of being relinquished.
And so it was. It makes your shins shudder to imagine the atrocious physics of
the impact, as the Mercedes transformed itself into a weapon of blunt force.
Next, the swat team of photographers and the final photo shoot. Whether or not
the paparazzi helped cause Diana's death, they undoubtedly defiled its setting.
They took pictures of the dying woman. How could they? But they did. And now the
two sons, the princes, face not only the loss of a loving and lovable mother but
also a bereavement uniquely contaminated by the market forces of fame.
Let us for a moment examine the nature of Diana's fame. One might call it a
collateral celebrity, because it relied on no discernible contribution (except
to the gaiety, and now the grief, of nations). Lady Diana Spencer attracted the
love of the introverted heir to the English throne. And that was all. Brightness
of eye, whiteness of tooth, a colluding smile, a certain transparency, a
vividness, an exposed vulnerability: it was enough for him, and it was enough
for us. Madonna sings. Grace Kelly acted. Diana simply breathed. She was a
social-page figure who became a cover girl. One can soberly assert that the
Diana saga, in itself, was a nonstory, remorselessly and fanatically annotated
by our own projections and desires. Rather, we are the story. Equipped with no
talent, Diana evolved into the most celebrated woman on earth. What does that
tell us about the third rock from the sun?
She certainly believed she had a talent: a talent for love. She felt she
could inspire it, transmit it, increase its general sum. It has been said about
her (what hasn't been said about her?) that she adopted various charities as
"accessories." But the causes Diana was most strongly identified
with--AIDS, hospices, land mines--demanded more than a reflexive commitment.
There is no question that she made a difference to the homosexual community, in
England and perhaps elsewhere; her support came at a crucial time, in defiance
of tabloid opinion as well as royal prudence. Yet the fact remains that Diana
was far less dedicated than, for instance, her onetime sister-in-law, Princess
Anne, whose want of looks long ago consigned her to near total obscurity. Let's
face it: we're a planet of looks snobs.
. . .
On the larger scale, Diana's contribution to history is both paradoxical and
inadvertent. She will go down as the chief saboteur of the monarchy. It wasn't
just the divorce, the tell-all boyfriend, the married rugby star. She introduced
an informality, a candid modernity, into a system that could offer no resistance
to it; she had a beauty in her life that made them ugly.
Above all she will be remembered as a phenomenon of pure stardom. Her death
was a terrible metaphor for that condition. She takes her place, among the
broken glass and crushed metal, in the iconography of the crash, alongside James
Dean, Jayne Mansfield and Princess Grace. These other victims, however, died
unpursued. They weren't fleeing the pointed end of their own celebrity: men on
motorcycles with computerized cameras and satellite-linked mobile phones. The
paparazzi are the high-tech dogs of fame. But it must be admitted that we sent
them into that tunnel, to nourish our own mysterious needs.